Tuesday, September 08, 2009
8:27 AM
Hi, I am back to blog again.
But this time round i am single, don`t have bf.
Cause we have breakup long ago. The past is so sweet but now is hurt.
A few more days, he will be celebrating 21st birthday! I was keep thinking whether want to attend his celebration. But due to one reason, I decided not to attend. People know why i don`t want to attend. But he somehow act like nothing. He only know that during my birthday, he help me alot so i have to help him back. He does not care about my feeling anymore. Others is more important then me!!!
Yesterday night, I really feel very hurt. Got one feeling tell me that yesterday those happiness does not belong to me. The person who is beside Jame's, should not be me. I just keep on crying alone without other people knowing me. I need love and hugs from you but u just don't care about me..
I also don`t know why we still meeting each other since my heart very pain. He now think that i am boring, inactive, fierce, stubborn, petty, bad listener and impatient.
I really miss him but he forget all the past. He have change, not like the past.
Now only know mambo, go zouk, looking at girls and saying them pretty. I know we have no chances to be together. Bless u with shan.
Monday, April 24, 2006
1:24 AM
Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Macdonald breakfast wit her..We reach the place 8plus & use the ticket to exchange breakfast & a t-shirt to draw happy family..
After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. We go walk walk & take bus31 to tampines & i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.
When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling & the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff,still eat fish head curry & fish head steamboat.
Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Mac donald breakfast wit her.. The thing start at 8am but we reach the place 8plus..
We use the ticket to exchange breakfast & went to a block to draw a t-shirt of happy family..
After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. We go walk walk & take bus31 to tampines & i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.
When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling 1hr & wanted to go swimin after cycled.. but the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff,still eat fish head curry and fish head steamboat.
Today 23 April, i wake up at 7plus den went hm coz i promise my small cousin to eat Mac donald breakfast wit her.. The thing start at 8am but we reach the place 8plus..
We use the ticket to exchange breakfast & went to a block to draw a t-shirt of happy family..
After submit the shirt, my another cousin ask me go to toa payoh wit her to redo her hair. So we take bus no.8 to toa payoh & as we on the way, i was slp in bath and when reach the salon, i hav to wait for her abt 1hr plus.. den we go walk walk den take bus 31 to tampines and i continue to slp on the bus abt 1hr, still haven reach tampines so we stop at Simei ite area to take bus 17 to chalet.
When we reach chalet,it was 3plus so we decide to go for cycling 1hr & wanted to go swimin after cycled.. but the sky was dark. So we stay at chalet watch tv and eat durian puff, haha really can eat.
Today still got eat fish head curry and fish head steamboat.. but after tat i went to toilet coz stomach pain.
Today 22 of April, I today also work opening start from 9.30am to 3pm & this time i really go off faster if not hav to exntend..
When i on my hm,Under the Mrt track, i saw i family memeber & they wan me to walk back to tampines intercahnge again so i request to go to chalet since my aunt have apply & haven check-in so i went hm to pack den wait for my aunt, sister & cousin den we go to chalet.
I wanted to go swim but nobody wan to go with me.. hai..We went chalet to eat den wait for my cousin finsh work, to join us.. Actually go chalet nothing to do, jus watching tv & sleeping.. wanted to eat durian puff coz there got emi cake shop.. the durian puff really very nice but my aunt went to buy chocolate cake and panda cake..
y dun hav durian puff?.. hai..Hope tml got to eat..
Today 22 of April, I today also work opening start from 9.30am to 3pm and this time i really go off faster if not hav to exntend..
When i on my home, under the Mrt track, i saw i family memeber and they wan me to walk back to tampines intercahnge again so i request to go to chalet since my aunt have apply and haven check-in so i went hm to pack den wait for my aunt, sister and cousin den we take bus 17 to downtown east to chalet.
I wanted to go swiming but nobody wan to go with me.. hai.. we went chalet to eat den wait for my cousin finsh work, to join us.. Actually go chalet nothing to do, jus watching tv and sleeping.. wanted to eat durian puff coz there got emi cake shop.. the durian puff really very nice..
my aunt went to buy chocolate cake and panda cake..
y dun hav durian puff?.. hai..Hope tml got to eat..
Today 21 of April, I actually work opening to 3pm. i today was so happy tat the time going to be 3pm coz i very hungry and today nv bring tat much money and when my in-charge say the person work finish at 5.30pm hav to extend so i tot i not the one, but the person say can`t extend, so i have to extend 4hr.. hai..so tired.
When the time reach 7pm, my face blackblack coz time reach liao, my in-charge wanted to extend more but i reject coz i dun need tat much money.. and i very tired and no mood to continue the day of the work..
after i step out of the building, i saw it is raining heavily but luckily i got bring umbrella but my pant still very wet.. after reach hm, i went to bath den sleep.. too tired..
Monday, September 12, 2005
11:16 PM
Today is me and my bf been together for 3years & 5months..
Time has flie so fast that we both has been together for so long.
Today after sch, I went to put my book in the locker den rush to the bus-stop to take bus no.10 to tampines interchange to meet my bf. So when i abt to reach there, i call him den we meet at century square. When i saw him, he look so excited den he give me the rose. I feel so happy to recieve the rose, it was so beautiful..
We wen to take neoprint and den went to Long John Sliver to eat.Many people keep on see my rose that make me feel shy.. After eating, We wen to shop abit den we wen to my hse.
As we on the way back, the sky start to raining & thunder but luckily my bf got bring the umbrella den we both share the small umbrella together and walk back hm, On the way back, the wind blow & the umbrella cover blow up & my bf turn the another way back to make it to the orginal shape..
When my bf reach my hse outside, he feel pai seh coz he alway thing tat nv buy thing is not good so we dun wan to come it until i very angry and my mum ask him to come in den he ask me to open the door for him..
In the end, we still enjoy the day. When he come in, he started to play with my cousin so i think he also enjoy the day althought raining and thunder heavily.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
11:03 PM
Today when i wake up, i have to go and prepare and bath den go tampines control station to take MRT to Cityhall control station to meet my bf, Becoz my bf today take half day leave so we decided to go to cityhall as we have long thime nv see each other for about 1 week.. We went to Cityhall and then went to Suntech to eat Mac Donald & went to shop around the building..
We also went a cheese cake shop, the cheese cake is the best and even got the winner award.. i wanted to buy Expresso cheese cake but today dun have sell.. it sell at $5 per pierce, althought abit expensive but the cheese cake really nice to eat..
We went to YAMI and buy Bananana Boat.. it was a yogurt ice cream(" it buy blueberry, Peach & Natural") and it will add some fruits and nut.. I and my bf when we got free time, we will go there and buy that to eat.
After buying, we went to Esplande, as we long time never been there. we went to the rooftop and see the building and went to library to enjoy the air-conditional and went back to rooftop("we keep on went up and down").
When about 6plus, we went to take MRT to tampines and went there to shop. We went to shop & save to buy 2 coconut for my ah ma, luckily we nv buy longan for ah ma coz at hm still have 2 packet of longan.. When my bf sent me hm, ah ma was not at hm so we decided to go down and find her den when we on the way to 3rd-aunt shop, she already on the way hm. After tat my bf say bye to her den went hm.
Sunday, August 28, 2005
10:15 PM
Today afternoon, i meet my bf,my mum & my aunt go to Suntech City to buy thing & also went there for shopping.. We shop about 5plus den we take train back to tampines.
On the way back, my bf wanted to go to ah ma hse so he require me to ask my mum, my mum say "if you dare then go together with us loh". In my heart, i very worry wat will my grandma will react when i bring my bf to my ah ma hse but i also thinking wat will my bf react when he goin to step in to my house? ("it will be funny").
When we react the level 10 of my block, my bf started to be scare and want to go back home but i ask him to come, since he got the chances to come to my hse. So when he reach my hse outside, he dun dare to step in the hse.. he very scare and keep on standing outside until my grandma ask him to come in.
Today my hse will be eating steamboat and still got crabs to eat..my ah ma give he eat chocolate when he step in to my hse and ask me to take drink for my bf. my bf scare when he saw my uncle & aunt but we still quite enjoy eatin steamboat and crabs("i help him to take out the crab meat coz he was busy talking wit my sister").
I think he tody was very enjoy of coming to my hse. We hav been together for 3 years and 4 months plus, he finally got the chances to come to my hse.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
11:23 PM
Today went to school to attend lesson for 5hrs den meet my bf & chat for awhile den take bus 31 to tampines mall and shop wit my friend that long time, nv go out together.. We went to shop until 2plus den i went to meet my brother & go home to play computer games..We play until 5plus den i go meet my bf to eat desert and went to tampines mall again. Coz my brother going to be his birthday so we went to buy present for him.
We also went to shop around den went to buy bubble tea & went home..
If we everyday can like tis, i will be joyful..( @ . @)>JLHS<(@ . @ )
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
10:28 PM
Today morning, I reach school around 8am den went to my school canteen to wait for my bf(future H) so i buy milk tea and sit alone until he come and we have our breakfast then went to attend class.
I finish my lesson at 3pm but i still have to take test den go home, After i finish my test, i meet him & then went home..
When i reach home not long ago,i recieve a sms that say James admitted to hospital & he was serious injury so when i read finish the message, i went out of the house & run to bus-stop to take bus 17 to hospital. As i was on my way to hospital, i receive sms again that say he went home so i alight at the nearest bus-stop, went across to the opposite bus-stop to take bus 17(wanted to rush to his hse) as i on the way back, a sms was receive tat say he was passed away so i alight the bus den walk back to hospital, i was crying and praise tat he has not died yet coz we promise to marry at 23yrs old! The weather was so bad tat rain in the sun & i was keep crying,running toward the place & keep on call him..
When i reach hospital,he sms me & ask where am i? so when i confirm he was fine, my heart feel better, at tat time when i recieve sms, i feel tat i need him so much & i can`t lose him or leave him alone! In the end, I walk to school and meet him den tell him wat happen to me! This accident help us make our relationship more close! ~( @ .@)~(@. @ )~
